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my painful reality
my suicidal dreams
Created on 2003-12-19 16:35:28 (#1634797), last updated 2004-02-20
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Basic Info| Name: | save me from me |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 11-05 |
| Location: | Pine Meadow, Connecticut, United States |
Biohavent you always thought life was the worse thing ever?? well for me life is the worst. havent you ever felt that u couldnt feel?? well i cant feel. im dead inside but i still feel like i can breathe.
Forgive me:
If I sound needy, it's the way I am.
If I hate my life, it's only because you didn't love me
If there's a tear drop coming down my face, it's not you it's life
If all I want to do is talk, I don't know what else to do
If I sound distant, I can't show love
If I can't look you in the eye, I can't look you in the eye when i lie
If you see scares on my arms and legs, I have a major depression and that's how i deal
If you're talking and I'm not listening, my thoughts are too confused
I'll forgive you if you don't want to be my friend, I wouldn't love me either...........
Forgive me:
If I sound needy, it's the way I am.
If I hate my life, it's only because you didn't love me
If there's a tear drop coming down my face, it's not you it's life
If all I want to do is talk, I don't know what else to do
If I sound distant, I can't show love
If I can't look you in the eye, I can't look you in the eye when i lie
If you see scares on my arms and legs, I have a major depression and that's how i deal
If you're talking and I'm not listening, my thoughts are too confused
I'll forgive you if you don't want to be my friend, I wouldn't love me either...........
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